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"We don't read and write poetry because it's cute. We read and write poetry because we are members of the human race. And the human race is filled with passion.  And poetry, beauty, romance, love, these are what we stay alive for. To quote from Whitman, "O me! O life!... of the questions of these recurring; of the endless trains of the faithless... of cities filled with the foolish; what good amid these, O me, O life? Answer. That you are here - that life exists, and identity; that the powerful play goes on and you may contribute a verse." That the powerful play goes on and you may contribute a verse. What will your verse be?" 

What will your verse be?

Gahhhh, I love that quote not only because of its truth, but because that is a question I ask myself everyday.  I don't think I'm the only one that wonders.

I Love...

I love good movies.  I love happy endings.  I love being inspired.  I love to inspire.  I love hearing a song that gives you chills.  I love not caring about the stupid things.  I love knowing that I am in control of my future.  I love determination.  I love my parents.  I love meaningful conversations.  I love being able to say fuck off if i feel like it.  I love best friends.  I love feeling good about myself.  I love making other people feel good about themselves.  I love being crazy.  I love being stupid.  I love being smart.  I love good music. I love great music. I love laughing so hard i cry.  I love laughing.  I love good hair days.  I love when i feel pretty.  I love standing up for myself.  I love being scared.  I love good food.  I love good memories.  I love imperfection.  I love warm clothes out of the dryer.  I love when my dog gets so excited to see me.  I love letting go.  I love trying.  I love bright colors.  I love a good book.  I love "my place in the world."  I love helping others.  I love new beginnings.  I love rainy days.  I love heights.  I love cute boys.  I love shy boys.  I love boys.  I love good butt jeans.  I love passion.  I love innocence.  I love the ocean.  I love beautiful things.  I love sleep.  I love feeling alive.  I love being alive.  I love my life.  I love life.

Got a problem?  Fuck off. haha

<|33333 Me.

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Frisky Kumquat: happppppyyyy birthday isabeeelaaaaaaaa

 Frisky Kumquat: your 1666666666666666666666. ok not 16666666666 but 16 lol. kbyeeeee.

ohhey lovex: happy birthdayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! i love you isabella!!!

Love lxl Suicide: HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISABELLA!!!!! SWEET 16TH!!!! SO CRAZY...I REMEMBER YOUR 13TH BIRTHDAY...REMEMBER MY TWELFTH? AHH.GOOD TIMES GOOD TIMES...GOTTA HANG SOON!

Sarah Beara070: happy birthday to you happy birthday to you happy birthday dear isabella happy birthday to you!!! AHHH YOUR 16!!!!! OMG!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

SwtHarmony: Happy Birhday!

r0ck my socks314: AHHHHHHH

r0ck my socks314: HAPPY BIRTHDAYY ISABELLA.

r0ck my socks314: I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOO MUCH

r0ck my socks314: and i know i am going to miss the party of the lifetime b/c you are 16 and they are always crazy

r0ck my socks314: but no... my grandparents decided to celebrate their 50th anniversary like... 4 months later at the holidays so that we're here already

r0ck my socks314: and ruined all my plans

r0ck my socks314: lol

strwberiikisses7: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

St3ph N e137: HAPPY! BIRTHDAY IZZY!!!

JaKeR 1486: i knew that

JaKeR 1486: happy bday.

JaKeR 1486: i am gunan call you and tell you too

ahhhh i love each and everyone of you sooo much.  Who knew that something so small would make me feel so special

"Maybe we're not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy. Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is. Appreciating small victories. Admiring the struggle it takes simply to be human.  At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate."

16th Birthday countdown:  14 days

I should be more excited about this.
 

"For a kiss to be really good, you want it to mean something. You want it to be with someone you can't get out of your head, so that when your lips finally touch you feel it everywhere. A kiss so hot and so deep, you never want to come up for air."

Yes.

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once upon a time, i fell in love with these little girlies i like to call my tennis team.  they are pictured above

This is my wife. yes, we are legally married. haaaa.

we like to make silly faces

And we are oh, so desperate to be sexy...

yeah. thats right.  bee otch.

Oh xanga, you disapoint me.

I've grown to realize, that xanga..is lame.

So here are some lasting memories for u guys to enjoy,

I'm pretty sure I'm done with xanga, but who knows, maybe I'll be in the mood.

Homecoming at mi casa

Me and miguel before homecoming

Me and anthony in homecoming parade

Me and my sister before homecoming

Me n my brother

haha...me and miguel at the rosebud

Ohh lala. the rosebud entrance

I think every girl gets her day.

I'm glad i got mine

well folks, thats it.

Xanga, maybe I'll miss you

<3 Me.

Currently Listening Fit To Be Tied: Great Hits By Joan Jett & The Blackhearts [ECD] By Joan Jett & The Blackhearts see related

this song is the shit. agreed? agreed.

So, I've been really lazy lately, and I decided I needed to make an actually good update, and actually work on making my xanga look good. Lately I've been too lazy to make my own layout so I use the already made kinds, but i made this one so tell me what you think

Alright, well I am totally going to copy off of kristen and tell you guys 27 things I don't think most of you know about me.

1.  I'm an extremely confusing person, especially when it comes to relationships.

2. I always want what I can't have, like boys for instance. If you seem out of my reach, than you could possibly be my next target.

3.  I hate it when guys try to be Mr. perfect around you. For me, it's extremely important to be a guys friend first, than you know them for who they are, flaws and everything.

4.  I also hate when guys try to jump into relationships with me, sometimes I feel like i have no actual guy FRIENDS

5.  I am deathly terrified of relationships, commitment, and love.  I think that's why you so rarely see me in a relationship, i tend to feel like I'm being suffocated and than want out.

6.  I have really high self esteem, I'm not like one of those girl's who thinks she should feel lucky to be with a guy or needs a guy to make me happy. I am perfectly capable of being happy on my own.

7.  At the same time, i have alot of insecurities, not just physically, but intellectually and personality wise.  Ex: I worry that I'm not smart enough or capable enough to do what I really want with my life.  I worry that I'm not enough fun for my friends.

8.  I'm a pretty serious person, but when you get me comfortable with you I can be pretty weird.

9.  I consider myself to be a good friend, you can always rely on me to be there for you when you need me.

10.  I can't stand being wrong or having to say I'm sorry. It's just this weird thing i have, but I'm working on it.

11. One of my biggest fears is feeling vulnerable, especially to a guy.  I guess it's because I'm such an effing perfectionist, and having people see me and all of me, is letting them in on my flaws.

12.  I absolutely HATE being lied to, if you do than ur in for big problems with me.

13.  I dispise stoners, or any kind of druggies. I don't think drugs can possibly be the answer to any of our problems, and anyone who uses them is weak in my eyes.

14.  I consider myself to be a nice person, but if you mess with me or get on my bad side, I can be a serious bitch. Ask anyone who knows me.

15.  I'm extremely serious about school, I want to do alot with my life and I know school will take me where i want to go.

16.  I really respect myself and I have alot of morals. Half the time i feel like guys are just trying to get down my pants, so I'm careful about that kind of stuff.

17.  I have this weird obsession with heights, I love being somewhere high, just to sit there and think.

18.  I'm horrible with directions, I have no clue what I'm gunna do once I can drive because I won't know how to get anywhere.

19.  I really close to everyone in my family. Especially my mom and my little brother.

20.  I'm not exactly sure what it is that i want to do with my life, but I want to be successful in whatever I do.

21. My goals in life are to be successful in my career, get rich, travel alot, enjoy and appreciate everyday of my life, and live my life for myself.

22. The only way i will ever get married, is it i feel like i have fulfilled all of those goals, and I found someone that i think is really worth spending the rest of my life with.

23. I love scary movies, chocolate mint ice cream, rainy days, best friends, and tornadoes.

24.  I'm kind of excited to go back to school, I know it sounds lame but I can't wait to see what this year will bring.

25.  I think johnny depp is the sexiest man to ever walk the planet.  I plan on having his kids one day/

26.  I love it when a guy gives me the chase I want to get to him.

27.  I hate when people try to label me, especially if they don't even know me.

Yes...so there u go, 27 things that you might not know about me. 

I have to get my wisdom teeth taken out next friday its gunna suck so bad

when i got back to school i'll probably still be swollen, so no, i didn't gain 20 pounds over the summer.

<33333 Me

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I love it when you call me beautiful. not hot or sexy, or anything else.  Hot and sexy are disposible, beautiful is something that you want to hold on to, something that you don't want to let go of.  I don't want you to let go of me.